Hey Kids...sorry its been prettymuch forever wince ive been on here...so...yeah....Schools ok....!~There is really nothing to talk about..IM BORING...`so im gonna go catch some shut eye before i have to work...so yeah...OH and im pretty much in love with the cd i stole from you, RICH!~ I WILL TTY KIDS LATER....!~

-<3Brooke

Hey Kids,

So today nothing interesting has happened...Imagine that!!~I had on ortho appt this morning and thats about it!!~So me and Dev. were in Tal. at like 8:30 this morning(thank god we made it alive)!

So i think im finally learning that theres always better and that in order to have a new relationship you have to let go of your past!~ So I'm slowly but surely getting over the past relationship i had (Thanks to someone very special) But until I'm completley over my past i will not go any further b/cuz it wouldnt be fair to either of us!!~But i have made alot of progress ESPECIALLY since Rich is just so Nice and DIFFERENT!!!and thats always a good thing...!and he knows how i feel and assures of certain things that i need to be assured of!~HE'S GREAT!and when im wiht him he just makes me forget the past and its just us and a new start..a second chance at lovc~Kinda...it's like i feel cheated of my first one...!But he makes makes me feel like someone so different than i have been the last 10 months...He makes me feel like he would do anything to make me happy..and i would do anything for him.....and he would never hurt me the way i have been hurt... Hes like my reality check...he keeps me grounded!~HE MAKES ME SMILE!!~

***And about what we discussed last night, I don't want you to feel that way, and I promise your not!*****

****WHAT DOESNT KILL YOU ONLY MAKES YOU STRONGER****

So kids~!

Well not Much has happened lately...!um..I bought Josh Turners CD that has the song "Would you go with me"!Thats pretty much one of my favorite songs EVER! and Dierks Bentleys "I'd settle for a slow down"!So I have to work tonight...so yeah, and last night me and Dev. went up to the school to get our schedules and lockers, and i seen him,...and it made have like a million feelings all at once....talk about confused..it made me so sick!My stomach like flipped and i started shaking REALLY BADLY!!!~It was so weird...and for a second when i looked at him it was like we were the only 2 ppl and i just wanted to say...4get the past lets just be us again..but then i made myself start thinking clearly (with the help of someone else....Thanks Rich..even if you didnt know what you done) I have to remember what all he has put me through and all the things he done behind my back..and to my face....!~ so yeah...but with Rich......I dk.....!!! I'm so scared especially b/c of one thing..and it just crosses my mind all the time...and i don't know if i can handle it....and sometimes i tell myself that i would be doing everyone a favor if i just backed down....b/c it just seems so much...easier!!!!~So yeah....but i'm gonna go now that everyone knows my life story!!!~

Love ya Kids,

-<3Brooke

~*Edit*~

I have to work tingiht so come visit me!!!~plz

So yeah Kids thanks for the comments that you all so graciously left me..NOT!!!!

so I have to work tonight and I am working tom. night for Rich but hopefully tom. during the day we go to Tulsa.....Idk...!!My life can be extremely boring at times for example,,,Um...NOW!! so there is nothing to write about but if something should happen i shall tell all!!!!!so Leave so stinkin comments!!!!Thanks Kids

-<3Brooke

*~Editing*~

Just to make everything clear...to abyone who doesnt know even tho its non of your freakin buisness....ME AND DERRICK BROKE UP LAST MONTH!!!(GOT IT)?JEEZE RETARDS..sorry it just makes me mad...And now everyone knows that me and Rich are talkin or friends or w/e the heck you wanna call it cuz its really NONE of your business...anyway...thats all you need to know...and obviously if you didnt know that then you werent important enough to know it in the first place anyway..so.. yeah ....And i think me and Derrick feel the same way about each other and thats ok...b/c we are entitled to feel however the heck we want!!!SO THATS ALL YOU KIDS NEED TO KNOW...SO IF YOU HAVE ?'S DONT ASK ME...! GOT IT (and sorry if i make someone mad or sound hateful...its just NOONE KNOWS HOW TO MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS and thats why noone has known about me and Rich b/c then pll assume and just say crap and get in everyone elses business,,, but noones gettin in MINE

-<3 Love Brooke

Hey Kids!!

So...last night Lauren called me and asked me to work so I worked this morning!!!!And i smashed my finger this morning in the dryer and i wanted to cry, BUT I DIDNT!!!~ Your still pretty Rich....!!! Feel better Rich!!! so now I'm just sitting home watching the kids!!!! I have nothing else to do...so i shall add more at a later time!!!!

Thanks Kids!!!

-<3Brooke

   even though 'ive stopped liking you',
every time someone mentions your name,
my head turns right towards them.
its like everytime i hear it,
i think of all that we could have had
and all that could have happened
that didnt.